They came in many shapes
Shit seeping through the open drains
They came to see me cry
Blood falls from my eyes like rain
A million different doors
Each one will slam like the falling sky
They came to see me run
I run, in circles to the threshold of sickness
I stumble and fall, hit my stupid face
Pain again - time to jot it down,
Record their laughter - 'nother nail in my/their wall
Wake up an try to feel it out
The muscles ringing, the same, old flesh reacts:
The fucking thing I've written every name for...
The tension rising, Shepard tone - I shake my own foundation
You are not me, don't try to think
you have the right to cut me clean,
to put me in a dirty jar
I'm not your whore!
I'm my own pain!
'the fuck to blame?
One more reason to
destroy yourself and everything around
It's in my bone, I'll do it when I say
Not when you say, not in your stinking chamber
Never on your terms
Never bleed your blood
I shit on your "death of outcast", "die alone in pain"
Not if I find the way:
Another switch, different combination
I laugh at your laughter and run
I swear on my halo and die
Your consequence will not change
my imprisonment - the same is not the same
I can't stand scratching the walls every time
If world is dead, I wanna see for myself
My hands bleed, twisted from low-clearance life
Bastard!
Show me your face!
The needles getting closer
Full circle, mockingly
The pale reality of shit stain
And nothing else!
No doors, there's only walls
Come crashing on my knees
No water - caustic shit
Everything kills
No home, there never was
A sad machine of flesh
It's always been your fault
to live in bunkered hell
Nothing
Severs
Lifeless
Terror
Nothing
Equals
Walls of
Vacuum
Nothing
Severs
Painless
Terror
No one came
It was always here
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